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    [tt]|| Andy Lites||



    "I can't explain why I starve myself, why I hurt myself in every way. But I can tell you part of the reason. I do it, because I hurt myself so you don't have to. I've been cutting for 3 year, but recently they're getting deeper and deeper. I've been malnourished for 8 months, I was put in the hospital and stayed there for 15 days to gain weight... 8 months ago I weighed 118 pounds, A pretty healthy weight.. 2 months later I had lost 10 pounds, dropping fast. 2 months ago I weighed 97 pounds... now I way 74 pounds, a deathly weight. I can see my bones.. well they can.. all I see when I look in the mirror is fat. I'm slowly killing myself."


    I looked at my image in the blurry, mirror of my high school bathroom. My face no longer had color, my cheek bones more than noticeable. My lips were now as pale as my face, making them look thin and Dark circles shadowed my grey eyes. It wasn't a different person in the mirror, but I realized how different I had looked just months ago. My bones, day by day, became more pungent, and there was no hiding it. I wore blue jeans and a dark sweatshirt, both way too big on me. I use to wear a pant size of 6, but Now I was around a one or 0. I couldn't buy clothes that would fit though, I didn't have the money.
    The only skin visible on my body was my scrawny face and bony hands, that I couldn't hide. I sighed, feeling guilty that I had just eaten a nasty school lunch and had emptied it in the toilet just moments ago. I mean.. it was nothing new, I did it every day, more than twice. I bent over the sink, rinsing my mouth out, in hopes to mask the smell of my breath. My dark hair use to be so thick and pretty, now it was mangled and thin.
    I exited the bathroom, walking back into the lunch room. The aroma of food made my guilt twice as bad as my stomach growled. Just like everyday I'd have at least 45 minutes left of lunch to sit alone and wait.
    I crawled onto the hard bench of an empty lunch table, hiding my face within my straggly hair. Fumbling with the cuff on my sleeve, I bit my lower lip, letting the suicidal thoughts slip into mind.


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    (Jace Wayland from City of Bones is what he looks like so please look it up, I can't do pics. He's 17 and his name is Alaric Foxx.)


    Alaric was watching as school went by, listening to kids' muttering and gossip. It was about the girl. The beautiful yet deadly skinny girl. He heard one kid yell out,"Hey scrawny! Where'd your skin go? Cause all you are now is bones!" Everyone laughed except Alaric. He stopped in his tracks and spun around, facing the kid. He grabbed his shirt, raising him up. "Shut your mouth." Alaric snarled and dropped the kid. He went over and sat by the girl. "Are you alright?" He asked and offered a soft smile, hazel eyes trying to meet hers.

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    Astrid strode into the school with her sister,their arms locked together.The principal smiled at them "Ah welcome! you're a little late aren't you? That's alright everyone is in lunch now so you my go and meet me here after so I can give you your classes" he said then lead the girls to the lunch room. Astrid smiled the whole way but when she got to the lunch room,her smile fadded. All the noise and new children were sorta overwhelming. Astrid tightened to grip on her sisters arm and walked to the table were only two people were sitting. She was a little nervous of just sitting down,but her mother told her to try and make some friends.

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    The comment I heard was one I hadn't heard before, but it was round the same idea. It hurt so bad it was if someone slapped me. And slapped be hard. I wasn't paying attention when a boy sat next to me. I was startled, almost jumping out of my skin.. Oh wait I don't have any.


    I blinked, trying not too meet his eyes with my own grey ones. I rubbed the palm of my hand over my eyes, my makeup slightly smudging. "Uh." I stuttered, not sure if this was a prank or not, "I know I'm skinny. You don't have to play any joke on me." I muttered, casting my eyes way. I was choking on tears and fought it with all I had not to let them show.

    Alaric watched her sit down and asked,"Who are you guys? I've never seen you before." His hazel eyes looked at them and he smiled brightly. He was quite the charmer, and it was rare for him to hang out with the skinniest girl here and new girls. He put his hands out for al the girls to shake, in greeting. He had always liked the skinny girl but she was so depressed and melancholy. He smiled at them all and thought,'Wow they are all really pretty.' he smiled again and thought about his brother, Blade. He then looked back at the skinny one and said,"I'm not playing a joke. And I never would." He said it softly, he would never hurt someone.


    (Blade looks like Ross Lynch, look him up please :) )

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    Usually Elena is the shy one.Not wanting to talk to people unless they talk to her. But this time she thought she would remake herself. "hallo! mitt navn er Elena! dette er min søster Astrid!" she said forgetting this is america and not were she is born. Astrid quickly shot her a look and slightly growled. "Sorry" She said and looked down ant her feet

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    I felt completely overwhelmed as two more people sat down. I moved away slightly, pulling my knees to my chest. I think I'm going to have an anxiety attack. My breath quickened as the all talked like they were happy. Stop it.. I closed my eyes not letting the anxiety take over. I kept it down for as long as possible.


    "Maybe I should go." I said, just above a whisper. I didn't care if they had the table, though it was very weird they were talking to me. Even if those girls were new. The guy.. Well I had no clue why he'd want to talk to me. I though maybe I'd ditch school.. Go home.. and maybe.. Just maybe.. Finally end it here. Forever.

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    Astrid saw her getting up and panicked."No!..you..no leave..i'm sorry..for her..she stupid" she said in the best english she could and started to get embarrassed. She's the new girl why should she be telling the girl,who has been here longer than her,to stay. Maby she had something else to do and had to leave,or she had to go home. Astrid sighed and looked down at her fingernails and started to pick at her bright nail polish,witch she almost never did

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    Alaric knew what she was saying. "Vel hallo Elena og Astrid. Mitt navn er Alaric." He said. He smiled and shrugged. He looked back at the other girl, wondering why she would think he would play a joke on her. He offered her a smile and ate his burger and munched on an apple. He coughed a few times before dumping his tray and sitting back down, letting his hazel eyes wander around. He flipped his dusty blonde hair before looking back at them all. He looked around for Blade. He told her not to leave because he knew she was starve herself further.

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    I stumbled up from the table, feeling so overwhelmed. "I..I.." I turned away, weakly making my way out the doors. Of the school. I couldn't take all of their happy smiles, they're first impressions. The way they spoke was uplifting. And It just made my mood worse. I wish I could be happy. With all my heart. I had a feeling that they were just screwing with me. But that's okay, they'd be the last ones I ever see. Glad it was them.. They were happy.


    I fumbled down the stairs, the small distance making me tired. I felt tears prick my eyes. So this is it. Nothing had changed. This was the day I had planned to do it. To end it all. The day I was born. The day My worthless self came into this world.

    Alaric's smile faded instantly and he ran after her. "Hey!" He called out. His dusty blonde hair caught the mid day light and was very bright. He said,"Please. Stop." Softly, his voice raspy and strangled. He caught her arm gently, feeling the bones in it. He ignored that and said,''Please.'' His voice wanted her to calm down and be alright. He sighed and wondered how hard it was being that skinny. He wanted the truth. She didn't need to be this skinny. She wasn't supposed to be this skinny. He waited for a reply.

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    Elena's eyes lit up when she understood her "du kan forstå meg!?"She asked as a wide smile spread across her face.


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    Astrid saw the girl starting to run away and got up and started to follow her. What was she doing! She didn't know why she started to follow her,but she knew she had two or something bad would happen

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    I stopped at the end of the stairs, hearing the boy's voice. Why'd he want me to stop?.. I turned around, knowing this was not going to be easy. "Please what?" I said with anger, but my voice cracked. I just didn't want to deal with anything anymore. I was done being abused at home, being abused at school and starving myself until I would die. I couldn't wait for it to kill me anymore.


    I deserved to suffer, I knew that, but what the hell did this guy want. If he wanted to do something. Why the hell now? Its pretty much over for me.

    "I know what your doing." He said, softly and scared. "You can't do that. Please don't do that.'' He knew she would kill herself. He knew. His hazel eyes were very concerned and he couldn't hold that in. His sister had killed herself. He didn't let go of her bony arm at all but he couldn't do it much longer. Her anger scared him but he was strong. He shook his head, dusty blonde hair flipping back and forth right above his eyes. "Don't." He repeated softly and stared into her eyes. She couldn't do this.

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    I was taken aback at what he knew. How?.. I looked at him, not really angry, but scared. She shook her head, it was now or never to speak my mind. "Don't give me that crap. Now you want to help me!? You've been at this school for at least a year. Give me a reason not to?! I have not one reason, because no one care. No one." I snapped. If I started crying everyone would see.


    Already heads were turning to see all the commotion. I stood there like and idiot. And I realized I couldn't remember the last time someone touched me and didn't mean me any harm. My eyes widened as I figured out is hand was gripping my arm.