Is This My Deathbed? [Open;]

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    [size=9pt] Shrubfang darted her eyes open, a load of cat spirits around her. She was surrounded by starclan cats...
    "What do you need?" she looked around obviously not interested in what the cats had to say. "W-why Shrubfang I thought you cared for me... You told me you might even wanna be my mother" Shrubfang whipped around tears at the edge of her eyes,
    "E-E-Eaglekit" her voice was shaky, tears slowly rolled down her face
    "Why?....Why?...Why?" his voice was scary, and haunting
    "Sumimasen! Sumimasen!" she cried "I'm Sumimasen Eaglekit!"
    "No your not..." a black, and silver cat stepped forward. Shrubfang remained silent
    "You monster" a dark gray tom also stepped forward
    "W-wait" Shrubfang looked closely at the loads of cats surrounding her
    "Your... All of you.... All of you are cats I killed" her eyes widen
    "Yes' all the cats leapt at her
    "GAH!" Her eyes jerked open, she was finally awake. She stepped over all the cats, outside
    It's midnight she thought, then a flashback of the dream flashed before her eye.
    I GOT TO GET OUT OF HERE!!! she whipped around, and darted in to the forest, dodging all the trees, bushes, and roots. She didn't seem to know where she was going, before she knew it there was no ground under her anymore then she whipped her paw forward. She gripped her other paw up on it. Gripping her claws on to the edge of the cliff, she just hung there hanging on the cliff
    "W-w-w-w-w-what~?" tears formed at the edge of her eyes then she closed them, her claws slide back Maybe this is the best she thought sorrowfully I've screwed my WHOLE life up! When I was a kit I ran way to hawkclan away from my loving family, my siblings, my parents....and When I was an apprentice I always protested against the leader cause I always thought I was right.... and when Willowstar was leader I was on her side I was fine with the murders... cause buy then I was already a murderer...
    and Ever since I became A warrior at twelve moons I've been murdering, and no one in the clan knows but my true love.....
    I've had a dark path So now... Well now I think I should just end my life...     her paw was slowly slipping off the cliff
    "I'll be so happy when I die...
    B-b-b-but... what about Hurricanewinds what will he think? Will he miss me-"     then her paw slipped, her eyes were filled in shock for a slight moment then she manged to grab the cliff with only one paw
    "Will he miss me?" tears rolled down her cheek.
    Her paw slowly slipping off the cliff again     [/size]

    "SHRUBFANG!!!! Don't do it!!" yowled the young deputy Tigerroar as he raced towards the cliff with a large tyto alba flyinf next to him. Flyron had been keepimg an eye on the suspicious clanner...amd alerted Tiger omce he saw her fall.

    Her soft green eyes widen when she saw the young deputy Tigerroar how did Tigerroar know? or how did he find me? and why is- her thoughts were cut off
    "AH!" Her paw slipped, her eyes just filled with more terror
    If I do die... I'm gonna go to the dark forest... I don't wanna go there, but I murdered so many... But Starclan, they seems so nice.... All I wanted, was for someone to care about me, and not be scared of me, someone who can look past all my crimes and see me for who I am. They can say they care about me with no fear.. she thought as she fell, she looked like she had given up all hope

    Suddenly, the blue warrior was there."Damn you, Shrubfang." he said calmly, though his mind was in a frenzy about how to get the she-cat back onto solid ground. Grabbing a long and knobby stick in his jaws, Hurricanewinds would try to aim the stick at Shrubfang."Shmuicide?" he exclaimed through the stick."Damnit, I loved you."

    Hearing the yowl, the brown tabby with white feline pelted toward the sight. Illusionfaith's heart had been shattered after she found out that her ex-mate had gone off to Windclan and had fallen in love with the damned Dorothypaw, a medicine cat or medicine cat apprentice of Windclan. "Stupid bitch," the daughter of the former Hawkclan Greeter hissed angrily as she pelted after the deputy and owl only to find another feline hanging off of a cliff. "Holy Starclan!" Lunging forward, careful to not let the ledge collapse, the she-cat aimed to grab the she-cat's scruff.


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    Shrubfang's eyes sofened once she heard Hurricanewinds, but the stick wasn't enough nor was the cat trying to reach her scruff she was falling too fast "You know what I've done! And you know I deserve this!" she yelled, fear in her tone But If I do manage to survive the fall I'll be injured badly but I'll accept it your love she kept her eyes open though wanting to keep them close till she hit the ground she didn't and If I survive and tell them why I did it... I'd be exiled, or excuted

    His mind was becoming frenzied once more. Padding up to the cliff edge, he looked around. Then up. Then down.


    "..."


    "..."


    "Anyone know how far down this cliff is?"

    [size=8]Demonpaw trotted up, her yellow eyes observing the frantic scene with detached calmness. She looked at Hurricanewinds, her face void of expression as always.
    "If you are asking about the cliff's height because you intend to jump after her, I would suggest you not do so." The serval apprentice's voice was flat, empty of any intonation whatsoever. "The impact of the fall would more than likely kill you, and the death of one foolish cat is preferable to the death of two."

    Shrubfang's eyes looked completly confused angered and full of sorrow Well If I die I'll be relased from my burden she thought but...Still Hurricanewinds he cares for me, and the shock in his eyes I saw made me wanna cry... she looked over her shoulder,
    I'm getting quite close to ground... Dang.... Then I'll have to say goodbye.... to life... to my mate.... If the she-cat were to survive the impact with a good chance would break her spine, and break plus damage the other bones and organs in her body which would result in her only living for a few moons longer or at least one moon at the most
    "I'm sorry.." she mumbled and closed her eyes