[fancypost borderwidth= 0px][font=georgia]I don't like being in this board. If I make a thread here, it's either me ranting on for 1000 words of how much I love everyone or else it's... well, this.
MAJOR NOTE: THIS IS A WHAT IF, AND A PRECAUTION. PLEASE, DO NOT ASSUME I AM 100% LEAVING.
A few notes first off - Deccy, I know you'll be one of the first to read this. Please don't get upset. Feel free to PM me and I'll try to explain.
Marcy and my younger friends, this is not my first time making a thread explaining any absences, believe it or not.
It's my mum. Turns out this whole time she had been reasonably 'strict' on me, because she had to keep my diabetes in line. but this... is absurd. My mum is trying to block me from the site, and I don't have much choice. I keep going over the internet limit and because she pays for it, suddenly all the shit is on me. It never goes on my brother. or my dad. it's me. always me.
I am so sorry, but at this point, my mum is close to making me leave the site. The other option? make me get a job. Now, me? I'm only fourteen. I deserve to still be free and be happy but no. She's ripping away my happiness again. I'm not baiting. I'm not angry at anyone here. I'm angry with myself and my mother.
I love all of you guys. I love you all so much. And I mean it. I'm your faithful companion cube, your favorite mavin shipper, your seer of life. I'm your Rainy, your Metro, your Met, your Rai-Rai, your Mogar - and even if other people call themselves metro, i'm still the one and only metropolis.
of course I have to leave shoutouts. what would I be if I didn't?
Deccy... I'm sorry. First Chicky and ever and now I'm teetering on the line. If she finds a way to get me off, Wishfulthinking will be returned to you, for you to decide who will temp him. If there comes some time I can come on, I'd like him returned - I'm sorry but I love him too much.
Okami, my Kamikarp, my beautiful scottish lass - I'm sorry. I know you tried sweetie, I know you did. I want you to take Talisman and Snowed if I go. I'm so sorry.
Marcy, I want you to take Ray. She's silly and dumb, and remember, she's the trans one - but just... I want you to take her, and roleplay with Care. If I go, I need you two to bond or else... Care's gonna hate your guts for a decade. You know it.
Care... the Gavin in my Team Nice Dynamite, my girl... I don't know what I'll do without you if she finds a way to kick me off. Mogar, Blue, Talon, Pewds, Brofist and Ragehappy. If anything happens to me, they're yours - especially Mog and Blue. Blue is the keeper. Even if I get kicked off, I promise I'll find a way back to you.
To everyone else, especially Silver, Parry, Fruity, Lighty, Nymph, Dockers, Hy, Italy, Derpy, Illi, Moon - I promise you I don't want to leave.
Once again, this is a warning that if I suddenly leave, this is why, and it won't be of my own accord. I love you all, so much. Thank you to the staff who have made my time here absolutely amazing, and even more my friends who made it worthwhile.
I'm hoping my very, very best that this won't go the wrong way. I know I can find a way to get back on here but it will be hard, and infrequent. I just have to hope that my mum can realize what you all mean to me.