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    [align=center][font=georgia] Louis was almost back in his slumber, when he felt another's weight on the bed. He opened his eyes to see Harry, crawling onto the bed. Louis was relieved, thinking he might not come back again. He watched crawl into his view again. The muscles, still tense along his back. Louis wanted to just wrap his arms around Harry and hold him close. What was there to stop him? Maybe Harry himself. He was scared that he might be rejected if he tried. And what about that feeling he had for Liam? When everyone woke, what if he came in and saw them? But Harry looked like he needed him now more than ever. [color=white]"A nightmare?" Louis guessed.

    Harry looked at Louis and slowly nodded then rested his weary head again the soft pillow. "Yeah.." He said quietly and turned over onto his side, facing Louis. He stared at the older boy, no emotion was visible in his eyes, at least not at the moment. He managed a fake smile. "I'm fine.." He said quietly.

    [align=center][font=georgia] Louis met Harry's green eyes, seeing that there was no emotion like before, not at all. Louis was so confused by Harry, that he almost didn't say anything. [color=white]"I hope so, Haz, I'm worried about you." he replied honestly, not bothering to hide the worried tone in his words, or his eyes. He wanted Harry to see that he could be there for them... if he let him.

    Harry stared at Louis then opened his mouth as if to talk. "There's no reason to worry.." He muttered quietly, then turned over, his back to Louis.

    [align=center][font=georgia] Louis frowned at Harry's answer, his heart sinking as he turned away, knowing he just said that wrong thing. [color=white]"I have every reason to worry." he mumbled, hoping Harry didn't hear. He couldn't help it any longer. He edged closer to Harry, a wrapped an arm around his torso. Please don't pull away. he prayed in his mind, closing his eyes. It would be better off if Harry didn't say anything either. This was one of the actions Louis was doing to not only have Harry feel protected, but to stop that fluttery feeling in his stomach.

    When Louis wrapped his arms around Harry's middle it gave him a sense of protection. He loved it, loved the feeling of actually feeling protected. He was definitly going to cherish this moment that he spent in Louis's arms. It was the only thing that had made him smile. He moved closer absent-mindedly then closed his eyes and drifted off to sleep.


    Liam woke up the next morning around ten. He yawned and moved the blanket to the side then sat up. He rubbed the sleep from his eyes then blinked to adjust to the bright lighting.

    [align=center][font=georgia] Louis was glad when Harry didn't pull away. He actually liked Harry in his arms. When Harry moved closer, Louis smiled and eventually drifted off to sleep. He may have Harry close now, calmed the butterflies in his stomach because he thought he might be rejected, but gaining Harry's trust again was still all that mattered. He'd protect him until then.


    Niall was wide awake around nine thirty and took a shower around the time. He was dressed in a white shirt and blue jeans. He was hoping that Harry would decide to cook again. Or if not, Louis but as he headed downstairs, no one was down there, no food was made. Frowning, Niall raced back upstairs and towards Louis's room. He knocked and without warning, opened it. [color=white]"Lou, come and make—" When he didn't see him, his eyes widened. He headed to Liam's room and knocked, expecting for him to be there.

    Liam heard the knock at his door and sighed as he finally stood up. "It's open.." He called as he headed over to his dresser to get some clean clothes.


    Harry woke up and blinked the sleep from his eyes. He noticed that Louis's arms were still aroun him and moved slowly and gently as not to wake Louis up. He stood up and tiredly blinked his eyes a few times before taking a few steps and walking towards his door. He opened it then headed to the bathroom an quickly washed his face.

    [align=center][font=georgia] Niall opened the door, expecting to see Louis with Liam but instead just seeing... Liam. He frowned, putting a hand over his eyes since Liam usually slept with no clothes on. [color=white]"Where. Is. Louis?" he asked. You could hear the seriousness in the Irish lad's voice. He could hear his stomach growling, begging for food that was usually already ready.


    Louis stirred slightly a bit, drawing his arms close to him, not even knowing that Harry had left, but knew he was missing something.

    Liam tilted his head slightly and quickly put on a pair of black skinny jeans. "Um, I don't know.." He said quietly. "Did you check Harry's room?" He asked and grabbed his stick of deoderant and quickly put some on.


    Harry finished washing his face then looked at himself in the mirror and sighed softly. The bags under his eyes made him actually look exhausted even more then he really was. He used the bathroom then went back to his room.

    [align=center][font=georgia] Niall shook his head, lowering it. "No...." he mumbled, his voice almost thoughtful. He lifted his head. "I'd expect him to be in here but..." He shrugged, backing out the door and shutting it behind him before heading towards Harry's room. He made sure to knock first. "Lou... ya in there?" He asked out loud, hoping Louis could hear him.


    Louis awoke at the sound of the knock at the door. For a moment, he didn't feel like getting up. Then the knock sounded again, waking him up completely. He slowly lifted his head, his gaze averting from Harry to the door. [color=white]"Um... yeah." he mumbled out, knowing what Niall wanted. [color=white]"I'll be out to make breakfast in a moment."

    Harry looked at the door as he heard a knock. He took a deep breath, hearing Niall's voice then he turned to look at Louis briefly. "Don't worry about making any breakfast for me.." He said quietly and grabbed a pair of jeans from the drawer.

    [align=center][font=georgia] Louis drew the covers off of himself, starting to make the bed, just to save more time to be with Harry. He frowned at what Harry said, his gaze averting to the curly haired lad. [color=white]"But you haven't ate forever...." he said pointedly, maybe exasperating a little without realizing it. Though it seemed like he hadn't, and that worried Louis.

    "I don't need to eat, I'm not hungry.." He mumbled and slipped on a shirt over his bare torso. He seemed like he had lost a lot of weight in only five days. He had been skipping meals an hadn't been drinking much either. He grabbed some of us cologne, sprayed a bit then looked at Louis blanky.

    [align=center][font=georgia] Louis stared at Harry for a moment, looking at his stomach before he put the shirt over his head. His eyes averted to meet Harry's once more. He decided to not talk about it. [color=white]"Your not coming out?" Louis asked, his voice lowered, but loud enough for Harry to hear.

    He shook his head his head and walked over to Louis. He put a hand on his cheek and sighed. "Don't worry about me Louis.." He said quietly then removed his hand and turned away. "I'm fine, I always have been fine.."

    [align=center][font=georgia][color=black] Louis felt his heart race when Harry put a hand on his cheek. He knew he should be going, but his curiosity always got the best of him. Especially when it came to Harry. Before Harry could go any further, he grabbed Harry's hand and intertwined his fingers through his own. [color=white]"But you don't act the same, Haz... you seem so sad."

    Harry turned his head to look at Louis as he grabbed his hand. He didn't know what to say, he was too focused on looking at there hands. "Like I said, I'm fine.." He said firmly then his voice broke with emotion. He tore his hand away from Louis's and took one last look at him before hurrying out of the room.


    Liam sighed softly and grabbed a pair of converse from his closet. He slipped them on then headed downstairs to the kitchen.

    [align=center][font=georgia] Louis's heart sunk as Harry walked from the room. He looked at the hand Louis had been holding. [color=white]"F*ck Hazza. If you consder sadness fine, then your wrong." He mumbled to nothing in particular before heading out the door and towards his room to get dressed.

    Harry ran down the stairs am ignored the other boys as he hurried out the door. He grabbed his hair and pulled at it as he ran. He had to get away, before anyone else questioned him about his strange behaviour. He walked into a nearby cornerstore an looked around. His eyes landed on the man at the desk. He turned away and hurried to the bathroom. He entered one of the stalls and slid to the floor. He put his head in his hands, wanting to just break right there in that filthy stall.


    Liam sat at the table an yawned as he leaned back in his seat. He was wondering what was up with Louis and he hadn't seen him at all the night before.